BRIEF SUMMARY OF MY LATEST FINDINGS IN RELATION TO MY BIPOLARITY, THE SEXUAL ENERGY, AND BEELZEBUB’S TALES.

In previous posts in this blog, I have written extensively in relation to my bipolarity, my sexual behavior, and the material I have found in my beloved book Beelzebub’s Tales to his grandson.  I am now coming to finding peace in relation to my bipolarity. My depressions are gone and my manic states have diminished notably. Sexually I have been behaving like Mr. Gurdjieff in his book Beelzebub’s Tales considers the sexual function as an independent function that does not depend on matters like marriage and children.

I have to confess that during my great depressions, the other side of the coin of bipolarity, my sexual energy is at a minimum, and that I would not engage in sex even with a 20 years old beauty. In other words, sex for me does not exist when I am under the episodes of depression. But during my moments of manic episodes, I am sexually excited and wish to have sex with almost any woman.

For instance, during my latest manic episode, I engage is sexual activity with a married woman. By the way, she told me she has experienced more pleasure than she had ever experience with her husband. This fact confirms the study made by Harvard University in which it was determined that married women have more pleasure with a lover than with their husbands.

Beelzebub’s Tales to His Grandson is my book par excellence. It has taught me to look at the whole process of life. I have learned many things from this book. Among them, the importance of keeping the sexual function or sexual center independent of other functions or centers. Particularly, the sexual center must always be in its function independent of emotions. In this way the sexual energy is freed of all the emotional attachments that today makes life miserable for many of us.

Thanks very much for your attention.

Will Mesa

About willmesa

I have been studying and working with the ideas of G.I. Gurdjieff exposed in his Opus Magnum Beelzebub’s Tales to His Grandson. The intention of this blog is to share these ideas with people around the world. For more information about me, please search in Google for Will Mesa
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4 Responses to BRIEF SUMMARY OF MY LATEST FINDINGS IN RELATION TO MY BIPOLARITY, THE SEXUAL ENERGY, AND BEELZEBUB’S TALES.

  1. Cal Thomas says:

    Thanks for sharing your personal experiential discoveries.! Those personal discoveries are my touch stones. I “discovered” Gurdjieff before I had read any of his own writing. How else could I have came to agreement with him about anything.

    Regards, Cal Thomas

    On Sat, Jan 18, 2020, 12:57 AM Gospel According to Beelzebub wrote:

    > willmesa posted: “In previous posts in this blog, I have written > extensively in relation to my bipolarity, my sexual behavior, and the > material I have found in my beloved book Beelzebub’s Tales to his > grandson. I am now coming to finding peace in relation to my bipolarity” >

  2. willmesa says:

    Thanks Cal for your comments. I know you have done your work. Will

  3. mbball2012 says:

    Greetings Will Mesa. I have a question. Can you tell where in Beelzebub’s Tales, Beelzebub speaks about the sex centre; that it should be independent of other functions and emotions. I have read statements by Gurdjieff on this subject but am not aware that this is stated in Beelzebub’s Tales.
    Regards,
    Michael Ball

  4. willmesa says:

    In Tales nothing is described straightforward. If you want to know about how the sexual function has been corrupted, go to the chapter America. All and everything is there but you have to know how to read with the subconscious mind. Thanks for your comments.

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